My debt story!
In my last video (Lady Hope and Your Debt) we were calling on Lady Hope, the Archaii of the Ascension Ray to help us go beyond the appearance of debt for ourselves and for all humanity.
We are calling on assistance to help us release all guilt and shame and to take dominion in this area of our lives.
I know this is not a popular topic, but I have to tell you that after talking and mentoring hundreds of lightworkers this is our biggest pain, our greatest shame.
And as I said, it’s keeping us from visioning and creating the new earth, which is our job right now.
I want to share my debt story with you today, but before we do that I want to pray for this area of our lives.
Watch the video (10 min) to receive this prayer and to hear my debt story.
My debt story.
I’ve had my own business for over 16 years as a musician and a spiritual mentor.
I was addicted to lack. I didn’t know it at the time. I was always focused on the lack in my life and how to get the next fix of money.
If I didn’t have the money when I needed it, I would do almost anything, except steal to get it.
I would borrow the money from friends and family. That brought a lot of strain and stress into my relationships. I lost friends, precious friends. And I would also borrow from credit card companies.
But when I got the money, from wherever … I felt that release, like a drug addict that had gotten a fix.
But when you’re living in lack (which is a state of mind) the money is never enough. .. never!
Then the cycle would repeat itself.
When I made the BIG decision in my life to take back my power around money and put my Beloved I AM Presence in charge of my financial life, I had to look at my debt. I had to make amends with myself and with others.
This is the same time I started opening up to the Angelic Realm for assistance. Thank God, I was able to go into this dark area of my life and forgive and release.
The first thing I did was get rid of my credit cards. Since I am always SOURCED and supplied I decided to take that literally, if I don’t have the money on hand … then the timing isn’t right or something’s off. And if it was a part of my divine plan the money would be provided for; which has been demonstrated to me over and over again.
One debt at a time, I began to take responsibility. I realized that I was intimately connected and indebted, to each person and to each company that I had debt with.
This wasn’t comfortable but it was incredibly freeing.
I had incurred a lot of debt to my Beloved Mother. She had loaned me money many times, it hadn’t been easy for her and I was determined to make this right.
She made her transition before I had completed my repayments. After her death when my siblings and I got together to have the ‘money talk.” I made it clear to them what my debt was and that I would be grateful if it was dissolved into my portion of the inheritance. Believe me, my Mom was a missionary and didn’t have a lot of money.
I was in complete surrender about this. I was asked to leave the room so they could discuss it freely. When I was asked back into the circle, they told me that I was forgiven this debt completely. And that I would be receiving the same amount everyone else was.
Oh my Godness, it was complete GRACE.
I can’t describe to you the karma, the shame, the guilt, the old crap that was released in that instance.
That has happened over and over to me in completely different situations. When I look at my debt and deal with it in complete surrender and from my Higher Self it is doable and miraculously it actually dissolves.
You can’t do this from your lower self or maybe better said from your caterpillar self. In fact you can’t really know abundance from your human self. You have to step into your Butterfly, your ascended state of consciousness.
This is where the Angels can be so helpful.
And once again I want to invite you to call on Lady Hope.
If you are looking at your debt, through the lens of shame and hopelessness and the old financial structure of this world, that is dissolving. You can’t do this.
I’m going to challenge you to look at your debt from your Butterfly Self. From beyond your current state, beyond the appearances that feel so real.
Keep getting to know Lady Hope the Cosmic Spirit of Resurrection and ask her to help you take care of this.
The Resurrection Flame brings us back to the Divine Perfection of our life, our Divine Blueprint.
Everything in your life and mine must be balanced.
So I urge you to take baby steps this week in stepping into your divine authority in your debt life. You are the only one in your life that can do this. And you have everything you need to do it.
Do it for your own spiritual growth and for your own ascension into your butterfly self.
So what baby step can you take today to take back your power around your debt? Tell me in a comment below.
Don’t forget you are powerful and you are precious. You are here to know complete FREEDOM.
Are you stuck in debt and really psst off at this whole money system in the world right now?
We can go beyond what’s happening right now. Watch the video. (6:07)
It’s time to start owning your relationship with money instead of ignoring it. Ignoring your fears and anger around money is costing you not only your joy and your health, but the ability to co-create abundance and ease.
Today I want to talk specifically about debt.
Debt has been with us for a long time. How much debt we have and how we’re dealing with it has everything to do with how we’re moving into 5th dimensional living and creating our new relationship with money.
Why is it so important?
Debt is deep within our cells, it can bring us to our knees in fear. It can wake us up in the middle of the night in panic.
That old Fear of being sent to the poor house, into powerlessness and separation can feel very real.
Debt was established by “greed power.” The poor houses were created to give the poor and downtrodden a way to “pay” back their unending debt and they would have to give up their children as indentured servants … as slaves.
Debt was formed on a corrupt system.
It’s never stopped. Now our credit reports are really our debt reports. They measure how we pay off debt.
Have our corporate financial institutions, become debt farms?
And we are carrying this around in the cells of our physical body and the memory of etheric bodies.
This is absolutely crazy.
The price we are paying for our debt is way more than the interest attached to it or the amount that we owe.
Just ask yourself. How often to you think about your debt and how do you feel when you think about it?
Our debt is stopping us from co-creating.
It’s taking away our ability to vision abundance for ourselves and the new world.
We can change this. In fact it’s our job to change it.
We need to change this within so we can create this in the outer world.
So I want to ask you to do two things this week.
1st I’m going to ask you to take “paying off your debt” out of your vision of divine abundance.
I’m asking you to go beyond debt in your BIG DREAM: Because if you are thinking about the lack of money and your debt, instead of where you want to go, you’re not co-creating.
I’m not saying ignore your debt, in fact that’s the 2nd thing I’m asking you to do this week is to look at your debt.
Simply look at your debt without judgment.
Ignoring it just keeps it in the energy of worry and doubt. It’s taking up rent in your mind.
Remember your job is to stay high in the frequency of abundance.
Don’t let guilt creep into your debt. Guilt always requires punishment.
Just look at it without guilt or shame and allow the beautiful Archaii Lady Hope to help you with this.
Lady Hope is the perfect support for this.
Lady Hope is Archangel Gabriel’s divine complement, his twin flame. She is the Archaii on the 4th Ray, the Ascension Ray. This ray is brilliant effervescent white. Its’ God qualities are purity, wholeness and ascension.
Lady Hope is asking you to let her in.
This is what Lady Hope says:
“I AM the Cosmic Spirit of Resurrection blazing through nature’s kingdom. So why are you, mankind, aloof to Me?
“Command ye Me, O mankind of this Earth! Why linger longer in decay! Why linger longer in those bonds of disintegration!
I AM speaking to your hearts! What do you seek? Hope, Illumination! Peace! Purity! Beauty! God Supply! You had it all once! It lives within you – but it is dormant…
Command Ye Me! I AM that Spark which, kindled with your life essence, can resurrect for you the Immortality that you once knew!
“Come ye back from the dead, and grasp My Hand in Love and Light! Let me enter into your imprisoned consciousness…” *
Here’s a simple decree that will help you to call on Lady Hope as you look at your debt this week.
Through My Beloved I AM Presence, I call on Archangel Michael to surround me in Divine Protection and I invoke the Presence of Lady Hope to help me lift into a completely new thought and feeling around my debt.
Lady Hope I command you to resurrect my vision of true wealth and abundance beyond the appearances of debt for myself and all of humanity. Help me to release all guilt and shame and to take dominion in this area of my life.
*Partial message of Beloved Hope through the Messenger, Geraldine Innocente, March 19, 1955, U.S.A.
Have you been working on your prosperity consciousness for a long, long time and you feel like your not making any headway?
Maybe your concerned about a member of your family who seems to be stuck in a destructive pattern and you feel powerless to help them?
Is there a burden on your heart for the world or Mother Earth, and you’re feeling the heart call to help?
I have some really good news for you.
You can make a petition to the Karmic Board concerning anything. It can be very personal, global or even cosmic.
This opportunity is open to us twice a year…RIGHT NOW! (register below)
In June and December, the Royal Teton Retreat above the Grand Teton mountain range in Wyoming, is open for this grand event. These meetings of the Ascended Masters and Cosmic Beings of Light is where the energy, expansion and manifestation of the divine plan for our planet is decided.
You came before this loving, compassionate Karmic Board before you began every one of your lives.
The Karmic Board is a loving and merciful body of Light. They know you intimately. They are cheering all of us on as we come back Home.
Our requests and petitions are welcome and influence the divine plan, in our lives and the life of our planet. Very simply stated, the divine plan is to restore Heaven on Earth, as you, your life and the life of everything living thing on this planet.
The deadline for our petitions is June or December 15th.
I would love to guide you on how to write a Petition to the Karmic Board and educate you about the Royal Teton Retreat. There are important dates and essential steps you need to know in writing your petitions.
I have put everything in a guide book for you and I’m also offering a live Guided Meditation and a Q & A this Saturday, December 9th @ 9AM PST.
If you feel like you need more support I’m also offering a 1:1 – 30 minute Prayer Session with me.
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I can’t wait to share more about the Karmic Board with you. They are so powerful and their responsibilities in the Heavenly Realm, including out dear Mother Earth are immense.
There are always seven members of this magnificent board.
Here are the current members of the Karmic Board.
Lady Portia (Saint Germain’s twin flame) the Goddess of Justice and spokesperson for the Board,
The Goddess of Liberty, Lady Nada the Goddess of Love and Chohan of the Sixth Ray,
Pallas Athena the Goddess of Truth, The Mighty Elohim Vista the All Seeing Eye of God,
Kwan Yin the Goddess of Mercy, and the Great Divine Director the Manu of the Seventh Root Race
Take advantage of this wonderful opportunity to make a difference. You are part of this great Mystery School.
In Love and Joyful Abundance,
I have been on a journey of coming out of vagueness.
When I’m in a place of making a big decision in my life, I’ve given myself permission not to ask the ‘big’ question for a month or longer, to give myself space to process.
But when it comes to money and our relationships, vagueness keeps us from the truth.
Even in the seemingly small stuff of life, vagueness keeps us from checking in with what we want and how we’re really feeling about a situation. It can be the ultimate “putting someone else 1st” syndrome and not taking responsibility for our own happiness.
When I started taking responsibility for my relationship with money, I stepped into Debtors Anonymous and my first step was to keep track of my money. I started to write down every cent that I spent and every cent that came to me.
At that time it just seemed like a tedious chore, but now I can tell you…it is the ultimate gift. This simple process has set me free. It brought truth to me.
I asked Archangel Michael to talk to me from his perspective on what it means to be vague. This is what he said.
“When things are not clear and they are vague they are in the murkiness of shadow.
Vagueness has given people a false sense of security. Sometimes you are not ready to know something. When you get clear and you’re ready for clarity, vagueness simply muddies the water. It takes away from the crystalline beautiful connection between people and between you and your money.
When you are vague you increase worry and anxiety. If you don’t know how much money you have, you’ll continue to worry about that money and not claim what is rightfully yours.
Abundance is not a fake promise. Abundance is like a clear stream of water that continually flows. There is no murkiness in it. There is no confusion in it. There is only a clear sight of truth. To come out of vagueness it takes a willingness to see the truth.
Beloved we all know that the truth sets us free. You’re relationship with money is a relationship with the truth of your being.
If you are feeling unworthy and undeserving, that is being vague about your true place in the kingdom of heaven. For you have been created perfect and to see yourself other than that is fake, it is false.
When you are willing to see your relationships with others, your relationship with money and yourself with crystal clear clarity, you allow the Holy Spirit to bring the truth of your being into Reality.
This has a lot to do with you reclaiming your innocence as well. Your innocence is your sovereign power.
So I would say that vagueness and guilt are companions in the murkiness. That to be vague is simply a way of opting out of the present moment.
When you are vague you are not being true to yourself. You are not coming in to that place of accepting how you really feel about something and what you truly want. You are putting that aside maybe to please another, or to avoid seeing the truth.”
As I’ve been coming out of being vague, I’ve noticed how often I use words that continue vagueness.
I invite you to join me in this quest for crystal clear clarity and honesty. Let’s be gentle with ourselves and others as we get use to speaking our truth with kindness. It takes courage.
Are you ready? I’d love to hear what you have to say about coming out of vagueness.
This has been one of the most tumultuous months of natural disasters and turmoil that I have ever experienced.
Are you feeling like you’ve been in the Cosmic tumbler of uncertainty?
Come bathed in the powerful radiance of Lord Michael’s presence and in the high frequencies of the Archangels.
Celebrate Archangel Michael and all the Archangels with me on September 29th, at noon PT.
“We are real and we want to make everyone that comes to this celebration feel our presence. We want to remind everyone that they know how to walk with us and to remember that this is not only a delicious way to live it is the best way to create an extraordinary life.” ~Archangel Michael
Michaelmas Day, the 29th of September, properly named the day of St. Michael and All Angels, is a great festival of the Church of Rome, and also observed as a feast by the Church of England.
During this free guided meditation and transmission you will:
- Be Infused in Archangel Frequencies
- Be empowered and strengthen in your life.
- Release self doubt and be filled up with courage
- Fill your soul with Archangel Michael’s Faith which is the ultimate expression of Heaven on Earth.
There will be a replay of this call throughout the week-end. Register now so you won’t miss it.
The Angelic Kingdom is always on the ready to assist us. They radiate every Divine quality.
Think of them as the distribution system of all the virtues of Father Mother God.
Archangel Chamuel and his Divine Complement Lady Charity are the Archangels of Love, Adoration and devotion to God, God’s goodness, and Reverence for all of Life.
They serve on the Crystalline Pink Ray of Mother God, the Divine Feminine Ray.
I wanted to share these lesser know Archangels with you because they can help you so much with your flow of abundance.
Chamuel embodies this verse,” Love the Lord thy God, with all they heart with all they soul and with all thy might.” Deuteronomy 6:5
Love is the cohesion of the Universe. Without this Crystalline Pink Ray we wouldn’t orbit around the Sun. None of our relationships, business, financial wellbeing would be sustained. It brings everything together.
It also multiplies everything, especially when you consciously apply it and ask for Chamuel and Charity to assist you.
When you use the help of the Archangels they turbo-charge everything you do and it’s a lot more fun.
Archangel Chamuel is the Archangel of Adoration. His job is to radiate ADORATION. This powerful river of God Energy will multiply and increase everything that you direct it to. That’s our job.
So here is Archangel Chamuel’s Challenge to you:
“Sweep my Flame of Adoration through every condition in your life, to double your supply, to double your enthusiasm, to double your ability to serve and desire to serve, to triple all your activities.
Remember Chamuel! Remember to magnify and amplify the good! Take the money in your wallet and pass the Adoration Flame through it! Bless it and increase it and see what that flame will do for you.
I challenge you children of my heart, to try this” (Angelic Kingdom, Ascended Masters Teaching Foundation)
Take the money you have in your wallet and hold it in your hand and flow this Divine Feminine Ray of Adoration into it.
Say: Archangel Chamuel, sweep your Flame of Adoration through this money. Bless it and increase it and may it amplify all that is good wherever it goes.
What good are you ready to magnify and amplify in your life? I’d love to hear it. Please leave your response below.
What are you waiting for my friend?
Have you ever said this?
- When I complete my book, get my blog up or get a new computer I’ll be able to work on my prosperity.
- I have too much debt, when I pay it off … then I can be in the flow of abundance.
- When I love myself more and get out of feeling unworthy …then I’ll be able to receive my good.
Postponing your good doesn’t make any sense.
Spirit never sees you as anything but perfect. Spirit only sees you as abundant. That’s who you are, that’s how you were created.
I used to postpone my flow of abundance and true wealth. “If God wants me to be prosperous then I will be…when this or that happens.”
Abundance belongs to you and to me right now. The flow of money isn’t contingent on, when this or that happens.
A good friend of mine who is a spiritual master was right in the middle of chemo therapy when she told me that she couldn’t even think about prosperity or her dreams, until she completed her treatment.
As I shared with her that our good is never withheld from us, no matter what. She started opening up to the possibility that even when she wasn’t bringing in any income she was already able to experience abundance.
When she was feeling better and thinking about going back to her old job, she realized that it didn’t fit her anymore and a beautiful new opportunity naturally came to her; like a gift, right to her front door. This new position brought her income, she loved the work and she could create her own hours as she continued to heal.
Here’s what Mother Mary says to us:
“Try your best to release the idea that money comes from anywhere else than from God. God is your full supply. Abundance doesn’t come from completing this or that…as a reward. It doesn’t come from working hard and doing things the perfect way. It doesn’t’ come from willing it to come. It doesn’t even come after you feel worthy enough to receive it. IT’S ALREADY HERE.
Beloved, it comes through your heart. There is nothing to GET.
You are becoming masters at qualifying and radiating God energy; as you GIVE this gift of abundance to yourself and the world around you IT MUST COME THROUGH YOU FIRST. That is the way it works.
Begin right now radiating LOVE and ABUNDANCE from your heart to yourself and every situation in your life. Then radiate it out to everyone and everything you see.
This is what it means to be the change that you want to see in the world. GIVE the quality that your heart is calling for. It is yours already.”
You are powerful and precious RIGHT NOW!
Leave a comment below. Let me know what you are ready to stop waiting for.
Have you ever been in an almighty storm?
What looks like a divorce, an illness with a scary name, a loss of a loved one, bankruptcy, the list goes on … is actually an open door.
It completely shakes you upside down and sideways. It blows your BS, your belief system (as Rev. Michael Beckwith says) to pieces.
It makes you grow in ways that you couldn’t even imagine before the storm began.
But I have found that when I can let the story go, embrace the faith that the storm insists on and forgive everything and everyone; the bitter becomes bittersweet and then turns into a treasure of glory.
I experienced bankruptcy and foreclosure in 2009. I was blown out of the water.
I wrote this song the day that I decided to let go of the story and reclaim my sovereignty.
The currency of Heaven is constant and never fails.
May this song encourage you as you go beyond what may feel difficult in this moment.
I’d love to hear from you. Leave me a comment below. If you like the video, give it a thumbs up and pass it on to a friend.
I have been interrupted by the banks of the river
I have been obstructed by the boulders of illusion
So I go beyond the banks, I go beyond the confines of this river bed
I go beyond the banks, I go beyond bankruptcy
I must flow, I am Infinite, I spend the currency of heaven
I have made a decision to let go of the old story
I have made a commitment to let love reign
So I go beyond the fear, I go beyond the patterns of my little mind
I go beyond the fear, I go beyond the systems of this little world
I must flow, I am Infinite, I spend the currency of heaven
I’m golden, I’m golden, I’m golden, I’m eternal
Sovereignty is calling, as I sprawl in the wonder
Sovereignty is my learning as I step into my power
So I go beyond the known, I go beyond the comfort of my cozy bed
I go beyond the known, I go beyond the old dreams of what has been
I must flow, I am Infinite
You must flow, you are Infinite
We must flow, we are Infinite
We spend the currency of heaven
Jennifer Ruth Russell
ASCAP – copyright Remba Music 2012
Please get really selfish with how you are feeling.
As Abraham Hicks always tells us there is nothing more important than feeling good. Why? Because that means that we are vibrating in the higher layers of light.
That’s where all GOOD resides: freedom, joyful abundance, eternal peace, and of course, LOVE.
And remember Light is always attracted to itself.
You were given this beautiful Pillar of light. It extends about 9 feet out from your physical body and within it are all of your subtle bodies: your emotional, mental ,and etheric bodies are the ones that we’re most familiar with.
This beautiful Pillar of Light is a protective shield for us when we intentionally activate it and take care of it.
Why do we need protection? Because we live in the density of the Earth, we live in a physic realm. We are surrounded by living, pulsating, inharmonious vibrations. They are all around us. We are electromagnetic beings and our auric fields are like sponges.
You’ve felt the effects of these lower entities many times. Whenever you walk into thrift store, you can feel all the vibrations from the past. When you’re around someone who’s in a dark cloud, you feel it immediately.
Think of these vibrations as whirlpools of energy radiating shadow and negativity. They are the culmination of centuries of what I call “crap thoughts”. Thoughts that we have created; bad choices of greed, hatred, power over others, abuse, and a lot of “there’s not enough” etc…
So how do we keep ourselves filled with the high vibration of creator light?
- Ask your Beloved I AM Presence to place this protective Pillar of Light around you, first thing in the morning. It will protect you from the imperfect thought forms that are floating around looking for a home.
- Cleanse your chakras at least once a day. This amazing chakra system is literally the organs of your light body. Keeping them clean and open allows you to soar higher and higher in the light, which means you feel really good. I like using the Violet Flame to do this. It is a current of energy, right from the heart of God, which is assigned to seize imperfect energy and transmute it back to the Light.
- Eat and drink for your light body. Heavier foods lower your frequency and make you susceptible to “crap thoughts.”
- Exercise and get plenty of rest. Sleep not only restores your physical body, it allows your Light body to refresh your entire system.
This is one of the reasons that I detox and cleanse regularly. I like feeling good in my all of my bodies.
Join me for the 5 DAY Angelic Spring Equinox Detox & Cleanse beginning on March 16th.